Bittersweet.

Today marks my first week at Oxford College of Emory University. Tomorrow we start classes. As much as i wanted to be away from home. and as ready as i said i was idk if that was exactly the truth. While i have alrdy made siome amazing friends. and some great connections its bittersweet. I miss the connections I made back home and the friends I had there. Its not like i left and was like okay bye cleveland and i'll never talk to those people again but the summer went by sooo fast. just a week ago i was home. i was on coventry. i was getting fucked up with some of my best friends. lol. i was laughing at crazy ppl. yelling at my little brother and laying in my OWN bed. its different you know? Im homesick like a bitch and ii NEVER thought i would say that. I miss the fast and forever moving city life. Oxfords cool and i know i wouldnt feel like this if i would have went straight to Big Emory in the city but 2 years here shouldnt be that bad. I wanted my first official college post to be EXCITING. GREAT. WONDERFUL! but its not. its sad and reflective. i dont regret my decision for coming down here at all because in the end the rewards outweight the homesickness, the tears and all that bs but for now its kinda eh being down here. hopefully tomorrow after classes start and im more focused on that. i can look past all the negatives and not be focused on the negatives of being so far away frm Cleveland. :/
i miss my family. and SACKs. my sisters. Coming home soon. It'll be great.