im annoyed.
usually when i get annoyed i watch this video. i feel like it bleeds the message of rebellion. i had a long ass talk with my god mom and mommy today and at the end of it nothing was resolved. my mom continuously asked me questions and when i told her the truth she kinda looked at me weird and then proceeded to give me a speech as well as my godmom. like i never win. even when im not in trouble im in trouble. im 18 for gods sake and i have a clean record. never got into any kinda of major trouble, im going to college, graduated with great grades, and im still holding on to something sacred to me. and all they can do is reprimand me for a few foolish decisions i've made in my the past 2 years. I don't and probably will never understand what they want from me. yeah ive picked up a few bad habits. but im a smart girl. i know what my actions may lead to. i've done my research. sheesh. give me the benefit of the doubt. i dont do anything without research. lol.
i've come to believe that my family is adjusting to the idea that the only girl is growing up and making grown up decisions. but if i get reprimanded for making decisions on my own i'll never grow up. blahhh.
Gold Lion-Yeah Yeah Yeahs. if you arent hip. get hip. one of my favorite bands/songs. ever.
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